Thoughts of a Grown up Teenager

I'm a teenager in a grown ups body. I'm not trying to stay here, but am in process. I used to say that I will never grow up. But, I'm on a journey to maturity. This blog will share my thoughts during this trip.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

How I Overcame My Hatred Toward a Woman

I want some friends to help me with the music to this song I wrote. It's pretty self-explanatory for people who know me.
9-15-66
When this day rolls around, do I ever cross your mind?
Do you ever think about me? Or do you leave the past behind?
And I can understand if you do-
'Cause there are days when I sometimes think of you.
And on this day-
Do you wonder what color are my eyes?
Do you worry if I've struggled and if so if I've survived?
And on this day-
Do your thoughts return to a man you once knew?
Do you wonder if I look like him or if I look like you...
On this day.
When this time of year passes, do you try to add my age?
Do you wonder what I think of you? If I'm married or engaged?
And I can understand if you do
'Cause there are days when I sometimes think of you.
And on this day-
Do you question the choice that you made?
Do you think that I resent you? Or hope that I forgave?
And on this day-
Do you ever wonder where I'm at?
Do you wonder if I'm happy with the live that I have...
On this day.
I want to thank you for the sacrifice you made
And I pray God blesses you...
On this day.
Written By: Me (9/15/04)

2 Comments:

  • At 12:56 AM , Blogger Kim said...

    Wow! That took some guts to publish that out there. Two things: I didn't know you were adopted and you are gonna be 40!!
    Wow! Thanks for sharing...

     
  • At 11:17 PM , Blogger ASwanson said...

    Thanks. I think I might change the title- it's a little harsh- but God put the words in my heart and used them to change it.

     

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