Thoughts of a Grown up Teenager

I'm a teenager in a grown ups body. I'm not trying to stay here, but am in process. I used to say that I will never grow up. But, I'm on a journey to maturity. This blog will share my thoughts during this trip.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Painkillers

Addictions are really painkillers- at least temporary ones. When you start out it feels so good not to have to think of real life for a brief moment. Its such a good escape for a while. Its like a mini-vacation.
But man, when you have to face the real deal and come back to real life, they make for a hard landing. Cause now you don't just have to hurt about the life stuff, you also have to feel the shame and guilt of the addiction itself. And guess what that makes you want to do? Yep, get something to kill that pain too. The term vicious cycle really applies.



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