Changes

It has been a long time since I've written in my blog. I think that's because when you write, you process, and when you process, you have to actually think about stuff. There have been a lot of changes in my life since I've written last. The most noticeable is my marriage status- I am now separated. I did what I always questioned that I'd have the strength to do and I know in my heart it is right. I am a strong girl (can't say woman yet:) ) and God has given me strength in my weakness. I am still struggling in areas but I feel as though I am turning a corner and am so close to being on the right path again. I am working on being able to accept His forgiveness and His mercy towards me. I still struggle with that a lot. I feel so guilty and so ashamed of my past. But faith is accepting acceptance, right?